 - What made you decide cheat on your first man? What is your attitude to being unfaithful? How did the different sex partners feel? Did it bring you satisfaction? Do you still feel attracted to your first flame?
One day, about 10 days after Arkady had left me for his dacha, unable to fall asleep, I went into the kitchen of our communal flat and met Sergey K. there. He was the guy who tried courting me at high school. He just came back from the army service.
- Julia, - he began again, - I meant to talk to you. We have known each other for long time. Marry me.
That was a little bit unexpected, although I had always known that he liked me.
- It is too late Serezha, - I told him, - I already have somebody.
He stood motionless for a minute. I was about to leave, but he stopped me and said in a changed voice:
- Does not matter, I love you. Marry me, everything will be alright.
- Thank you Serezha, you are a very good guy, but I do not love you.
Tears ran down his cheeks, but my thoughts were there with Arkady.
- You will meet another good girl, worthy of you, - I told him, - But, ok, be it so, I will be with you tonight, but for this night only, you understand?
We went into his room. He embraced me clumsily and we had not even really started when he came. I did not feel anything at all, although he was a very handsome guy, athletic built. He mumbled some words of gratitude, asked me to change my decision, then amounted me again. And again I felt him coming on my belly even before he entered me.
I got up to wash and was ready to go to my room, but when I finished douching, he had a hard-on again already and I knew I had to face it one more time. That time it was a little better, I even began getting the hang of it thinking of coming together with him, but, alas, he was too fast again. The forth time was very much alike. I felt nice at the end of it, but there was nothing to compare to what I felt with Arkady. Worn out we said goodbye. That was it.
On several occasions he attempted to continue relationships, but I was firm. Having made sure that his attempts were fruitless, he laid off soon.
In the fall I met a lieutenant. His name was Nikolay. We began dating and soon he proposed. I told him about my sad first love affair. Nikolay was a handsome and strong guy. Being with him I got used to him soon and began enjoying sex with him soon too. But still it was different from what it was with Arkady. At times I felt like taking his cock in my mouth or feeling my rectum filled with hard and hot flesh. I began thinking of teaching Nikolay a thing or two. But it had to be done very tactfully, because I could not imagine what his reaction to my experience would be if I’d taken too much initiative.
Once I told him that I heard other girls speaking of oral sex. Luckily, that was something he heard of too, so we decided to try. I tried to pretend that I was so new to this, and if I got carried away at times he must have attributed that to his masculine charms.
But soon I realized that my life with Nikolay was rather boring indeed, and when he was sent to some remote location, I was actually happy and did not think of following him there at all.
I wanted to see Arkady again. On several occasions I passed by the house where he lived until we finally met. Having heard that I am alone again, Arkady seemed happy to resume our relations and suggested meeting at my place. The fabulous days that occupied all of my thoughts and feelings came back.
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